As of today, it has been a month since I was released from my last relationship. I am still angry and hurt. I was going to post something about that anger but I paused to reflect on if doing such a thing serves me. The answer is no, it does not.
This past weekend, I was at a pagan camp out to celebrate the summer solstice. I had a long conversation with a fellow priestess and she reminded me of the power of releasing that which no longer serves us. The anger and hurt I feel is not serving me in the least bit, it’s only holding me back. I have been trying to let it go but what I realise is that I need more time.
So instead of making an angry blog post about how hurt I am, I instead emailed my ex to let him know that I am still angry and that until that anger has passed, he cannot be my friend. I explain that I will give it another month and if I still feel the same, I will explain to him why and that will be the end of it.
It is my goal to work through this anger and hurt. I don’t want it following me around in the future and I don’t want my life to be focused on it any longer.
Spirits of the Earth, Sea, and Sky,
Be with me as I journey into my pain and release me from my suffering!
So mote it be!